being vulnerable

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If I start writing this I may burst into tears. But then not letting out , may hurt me even more. 
The constant process of finding the right person making yourself vulnerable again takes a toll. Doesn't it take a part away from us. 
The process of letting people into your space and the way things don't work out. 
The scars and baggages we carry, how difficult it can be to put them aside, though acknowledging them but not letting it affect your new efforts, when you find a good person, aren't those ghost from your past haunting you. 
That things may go bad this time too. 
This time too,things may not work out. 
Then what. 
Well, then we restart again. Stand up again. With a pure intention, but may be with a broken heart, try again. 
As someone rightly said , your heart gets broken to make the light to enter in.... 
It's okay.. Not to be okay
It's okay to rest but not quit. 
Let's not quit on things we desire and deserve. 


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